BTS -Fake Love

چرا یه آهنگ میتونه انقدر خوب باشه؟

If it’s for you

I can act like I’m happy even when I’m sad
If it’s for you
I can act strong even when it hurts
Hoping love will be perfected with only love
Hoping that all my weaknesses will be hidden
In this dream that won’t ever come true
I grew a flower that couldn’t be blossomed

I’m so sick of this
Fake love, fake love, fake love
I’m so sorry but it’s
Fake love, fake love, fake love

I wanna be a good man
[RM/JUNG] just for you
I gave you the world,
[RM/JUNG] just for you
I changed everything
[RM/JUNG] just for you
Now I dunno me
[RM/JUNG] Who are you?
In our forest, you weren’t there
I forgot the route that I came on
Now I don’t even know who I used to be
So I ask the mirror, who are you?

If it’s for you
I can act like I’m happy even when I’m sad
If it’s for you
I can act strong even when it hurts
Hoping love will be perfected with only love
Hoping that all my weaknesses will be hidden
In this dream that won’t ever come true
I grew a flower that couldn’t be blossomed

Love you so bad, love you so bad
For you, I’m enacting a pretty lie
Love it’s so mad, love it’s so mad
I’m erasing myself to become your doll
Love you so bad, love you so bad
For you, I’m enacting a pretty lie
Love it’s so mad, love it’s so mad
I’m erasing myself to become your doll

I’m so sick of this
Fake love, fake love, fake love
I’m so sorry but it’s
Fake love, fake love, fake love

Why you sad? I don’t know, I don’t know
Smile, tell me you love me
Look at me, I threw myself away
Not even you can understand me
You say I’m strange when I changed into the person you liked
You say I’m not the person you used to know
What do you mean? No, I’ve grown blind
What do you mean this is love, it’s all fake love

Woo, I dunno, I dunno, I dunno why
Woo, I don’t even know myself
Woo, I just know, I just know, I just know why
’cause it’s all fake love, fake love, fake love

Love you so bad, love you so bad
For you, I’m enacting a pretty lie
Love it’s so mad, love it’s so mad
I’m erasing myself to become your doll
Love you so bad, love you so bad
For you, I’m enacting a pretty lie
Love it’s so mad, love it’s so mad
I’m erasing myself to become your doll

I’m so sick of this
Fake love, fake love, fake love
I’m so sorry but it’s
Fake love, fake love, fake love

[JIMIN/V] If it’s for you
[JIMIN/V] I can act like I’m happy even when I’m sad
[JIMIN/V] If it’s for you
[JIMIN/V] I can act strong even when it hurts
[JIN/JUNG] Hoping love will be perfected with only love
[JIN/JUNG] Hoping that all my weaknesses will be hidden
[JIN/JUNG] In this dream that won’t ever come true
[JIN/JUNG] I grew a flower that couldn’t be blossomed

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BTS - JIN - AWAKE

چن وقته دارم با این اهنگ میمیرم و زنده میشم

It’s not that I believe it

But that I want to try holding out

Because this is

All that I can do

I want to remain

I want to dream more

Even so, what I’m saying is

That it’s time to leave

Yeah it’s my truth

It’s my truth

I will be covered with wounds all over

But it’s my fate

It’s my fate

Still, I want to struggle and fight

Maybe I, I can never fly

I can’t fly like the flower petals over there

Or as though I have wings

Maybe I, I can’t touch the sky

Still, I want to stretch my hand out

I want to run, just a bit more

I’m just walking and walking, among this darkness

My happy times asked me this question

You, are you really okay, it asked me

Oh no

I replied, no, I’m so afraid

Still, I hold the 6 flowers tightly in my hands

I, I’m just walking, I said

Oh no

But it’s my fate

It’s my fate

Still, I want to struggle and fight

Maybe I, I can never fly

I can’t fly like the flower petals over there

Or as though I have wings

Maybe I, I can’t touch the sky

Still, I want to stretch my hand out

I want to run, just a bit more

Wide awake wide awake wide awake

Don’t cry

Wide awake wide awake wide awake

No lie

Wide awake wide awake wide awake

Don’t cry

Wide awake wide awake wide awake

No lie

Maybe I, I can never fly

I can’t fly like the flower petals over there

Or as though I have wings

Maybe I, I can’t touch the sky

Still, I want to stretch my hand out

I want to run,

Just a bit more

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چرا ؟

دوستان!

شماها واسه ی تپش قلب شدید راهکارتون چیه؟

واسه ی حرفای احمقانه ی خودتون و بقیه چطور؟

Miracle in december

من  با این شعر با صداهاشون با اجراهاشون زندگی کردم

I try to find you, who I can’t see

I try to hear you, who I can’t hear

Then I started to see things I couldn’t see

Hear things I couldn’t hear

Because after you left,

I received a power I didn’t have before

The selfish me, who always knew only myself, yeah

The heartless me, who didn’t even know your heart

Even I can’t believe

that I changed like this

Your love keeps moving me

Just by thinking about it,

I can fill the world up with you, mm~

Because each snowflake

is your each tear drop

The one thing I can’t do

is bring you to me

I wish I didn’t have

this useless power anymore

The selfish me, who always only knew myself

The heartless me, who didn’t even know your heart

Even I can’t believe that

I changed like this

Your love keeps moving me

I stop time and go back to you

I open your page in my book of memories, oh~

I am there inside

I am with you

A very small and weak person, your love

Has changed (all of my life),

everything (all of the world)

Oh~ I didn’t know how thankful your love was, oh~

I thought it would stop once it ended, oh~

But every day, I’m fixing

myself to want you

I think my love will endlessly continue

I stop time (Oh! now I will)

And go back to you (go back to you)

I open your page (Oh! Again today)

In my book of memories, oh~

I am there inside, oh~

Inside that winter

I try to find you, who I can’t see

I try to hear you, who I can’t hear

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